xia0_didi

2011-05-30T23:27:00.001+08:00

I feels like crying D':
If you happens to see this now, I guess it's really fated our hearts are connected.

So stress now... I don't wanna tell you, I don't want you to worry.

D:

Babygirl♥

2011-05-28T13:45:00.002+08:00

Hello girl(:
I miss you eh~ I don't know what to say but I really miss you ah :x Yesterday never message for short while I already start to keep thinking of you, like can't stop thinking even when I play game or whatever de lehs. Anyway, I'm sorry for doing anythings you don't like, I'll change. As long as you still love me hee hee and I know you do, a lot :P I'm bored at home, have to do standout wallpaper ~.~ Crapppppppppppp and deadline is like Sunday ~.~ when I get to know only today. Shit! Hahaha. I'll talk to you when I'm back! Love you lots! I gotta go do some stuffs le x) Enjoy your day! Don't stress le ok? <: Muacks

我不知道

2010-10-18T22:25:00.001+08:00

I don't know if you read,,
but all along I'm just unhappy...
Concern me, care for me, will you?
:'(

Never ceasing love.

2010-10-07T23:46:00.002+08:00

I'm back home <:
Met up at around 2.30 because I was late! Uhs, Sorry luhs~ Well, walked to marina square. Found out that we were still a little early for Sakae Buffet, so we went to withdraw money first. After that we had our Lunch/Dinner inside, we ate like more than hundred of normal plates. 3 premium ones. Around 5.30 we went off, met up yuting and accompanied Rebecca back to CityHall Station. Back to Suntec for movie, wanted to watch detective dee at first but in the end the show starts at 9.30, like wow. So we've changed it to Reign Assassins, 4/5 <: It's quite a nice show. After show, bus-ed back home with Yinghao, then here I am!

I can't even tell you how much I missed you.

It's a new start

2010-10-06T23:46:00.002+08:00

Well, I'm home! Worked twice today. Woke up at 6.30 in the morning today, in the end this work just made me waste my trip there. Talk and talk and talk I earned like $40 for 4 hours. Easy money, like boss kiao ka like that. Yen called during my work, asking me if I could replace Sarah today because she took mc. So there I go, finally had my punch card made... And yeah, signed stuffs and yup. Work started, things have been going on fine, remembering more things as it goes. Today is a happy day! :D Nights, dota then sleep. Happy Advanced Birthday to XuanYin. <: Meeting poly-mates tomorrow! Celebrating Xy's birthday! <: Woohoo. Nights!

Loveya, missya and Jiayous.

还好还好

2010-10-05T20:32:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since I've blogged, anyway it's not like someone is reading because I know that there isn't. Ever since we've stopped contacting much, you seems to be a lot happier. I know I am the obstacle and stopping you from finding happiness, so giving in, staying away would be the best for you. Everyone is selfish, everyone wanted what they wished, what they craved but it's not always going the way you wanted. If things could happen like a television drama, a show, everything would be great. It's like 3 words, "I Love You" could turn the whole situation. Just a little doing can touch a person heart. However, in real life, this cannot happen at all. You can never see this thing happen, because no means no... No matter how much I say, you won't turn back. I can only say that I'll be loving you till this feeling cease...

Recently, many things have been happening. I wish someone knew I cried, I wish someone could really concern me a lot and I wish my parents could know what's happening. Could working distract the disappointment, the sadness? I hope it could but it's not working at all currently. ]':
A girl could cause all my pain, because I believe loving them with all my heart is all I could give...

Anything

2010-08-06T02:00:00.002+08:00

It's so long since I've posted,
I wonder if people will ever read again or whatever.
Never mind it's just me posting to myself since I've got no friends, [: Well, hurt a person as much as you wish but don't forget you'll get hurt and regret the next while. Leave the person alone however you want, but don't forget you'll sure get the loneliness back. Allow the person cry as much as he/she wants, and you'll sure be the next one.
I don't know if it happens to everyone but ya, if you're regretting then make sure you don't make another wrong move.
You've hurt someone enough.

I miss you so.

Sometimes,

2010-07-14T06:41:00.003+08:00

I'm at home, gotta go school after this post.
I've really got to post this before going off, it's really a thing which I have to let out I guess.

When someone love you, he/she got rejected by you and was left alone. You left him/her all alone, not even a single bit of care anymore, it wasn't as usual and friend no more between you and him/her. Then, you found your own crush or whatever love. You've got the same thing that you did to him/her, you cried like no tomorrow, you emo like what the fuck, don't wanna care any other things and just want him/her. Then are you trying to make a point that you should be loved back when you love someone? Or you should be the one choosing, instead of being chosed at? Nothing in this world is fair, what you did to others will be returned back to yourself. Being regrettable is just another experience, be glad that you're loved and able to love. Break a promise and you'll be breaking it for life. You've hurt him/her enough, because it's that make him/her love you.

Haha, it sounded like an angry post but yeah, a little bit of angry of what humans did. Don't cry like it's everbody's business when you've got hurt, and just ignoring someone cries when he/she got hurt. Ah, dman gotta rush to school! BYE.

You said. Yet, ...

2010-06-30T02:23:00.002+08:00

It's 2.23 A.M. now, I am still awake using this laptop of mine. I was thinking what to do now since I've already lost my mood in doing my work. Maths or Web? I am so unsure about it, not only this. I think I am unsure about everything. Yes, every single thing. Rushed out the essay of mine because my desktop cannot startup, did a whole new essay and quickly submitted up. I am going crazy soon, I am tired. However, I don't even feel like sleeping because I don't know what else to do. I just keep on thinking, and thinking. Why? I feel like crying but I ran out of tears. I feel like dying but I am too scared to die. I feel like nothing goes right, because everything goes to the left. T.T Once again, I am hurt. I have once wondered, why am I getting this. Probably because I did to other(s) before? Or I am just unable to have? Numb? It is when things repeatedly happen and you get used to it. That's numb.
Bye. Sleep for 3 hours.
I'm waiting, till you...

It's it.

2010-06-27T11:01:00.005+08:00

Good morning! I'm super tired now, woke up by my brother noise, Grrrrrrr. Was thinking about sleeping back but nahs, not anymore already because I don't have to cook to eat my breakfast nowwwwwww. Wahahahahaha, I just disturbed my bro! WIN :D

Bro: Eh ahdi, want eat a not? I go cook.
Me: o.o eat what? I very tired lehs, feel like going back sleep.
Bro: I go cook maggie with egg. Then later I cook finish you sleep le how?
Me: Pour into my mouth and feed me lor.
Bro: *Ignoring my answer while walking out, standing at the door* Eh then the egg you want how? Scrambled or Sunny sideup?
Me: O.o, 随便(Anything)
Bro: Don't anything! 讲一个！
Me: 一个.
Bro: *At there jumping and going crazy* WAH LAO!!!!!
Me: HAHAHAHA ^^
Bro: *Ran to my mum* MUMMMYYYYY AHDI BULLY ME~
Me: LOL-ed.

Yawn, very tired. I forgot what time I went to sleep already. I'm almost in wonderland now already, I'll stop posting here. Bye.
I love you, do you?

Another day

2010-06-26T12:34:00.005+08:00

Woke up early in the morning, went out for jogging and had my breakfast @ Greenridge. I went home after breakfast and due to the noise my bro and his girlfriend made, I went out of the room. Bringing my stuffs out and then went for a bath. Started doing some work, haven't been noticing the time till now. It's already afternoon, tired to the max. I ~~thinkkkkkkkkkkk~~ should sleeep now, haha. Good Afternoon. Byes.
I was happy when you said you missed me. I wished for a never ending one. Loves

Like a moon, revolving around.

2010-06-24T23:09:00.004+08:00

I'm using my phone to post now. Pretty bored using computer, so just my phone and lie on the bed.
When things isn't going the right way, you have to find another. When love doesn't goes right, it's normal. It's just a test, you have to get used to and solve it happily. And when expression doesn't goes right, you will hide your feelings.
Now I can't even feel myself. My heart is telling me, stop. My mind is telling me, go.
Tell me what to do, what to think and how to solve. I'm in a middle of a mess. I'm feeling pain. Pain and more pain. It's time for me to go.

Such emo.
I just felt so much changes. Assure me it's not. I just get myself into deep shit, unable to pull out already.

Paranoid

2010-06-21T10:37:00.004+08:00

One week of holiday have passed.
I'm still slacking my days off, thinking so much.
Not even studying a bit. Haven't touched my homework too.
Just a update.
I'm sorry.
Ssssssssorry.
Maybe I didn't make any effort,
Maybe I'm just so bad,
Maybe I couldn't even be good,
Maybe I should just...
Really sorry.
Bye.
T'szepei

Thisthisthis

2010-06-19T22:44:00.002+08:00

Unable to write out,
Unable to type out,
Unable to voice out.
This is the kind of feeling I'm getting.
Tell me, why.
Acting like a fool, smiles. [:
Can you really see that? That's nice.
Bye, world.

Probably

2010-05-26T21:58:00.002+08:00

This
is
me.

Probably
not.

I
knew
this
would
come.

Never
fail
to
sense
it.

I have to learn I guess

2010-05-25T21:19:00.002+08:00

School, tiring.
Everything is tiring me out.
I'm sorry for what I've said I guess, but I don't like that either.
Expressing out isn't supposed to be right but ya, you're my friend.
Isn't that supposed to be right? I just wanna to be concerned, nothing else. I know you don't like the way I am, tell me, will you? [: You know, changing me for the better is cool. Not that I've changed, but I guess it's more to the experience. I wanna know what's really wrong with me too. Maybe, it's all me. Well, sad to say. Your attitude towards me changed. I don't really understand what happened, don't wish to probe, don't chase for an answer, what's unsaid have to be left unsaid I guess. Cheer up. Will you?

Tell me you understands.

2010-05-18T21:28:00.005+08:00

School was bored yesterday, lesson ended at 2.50, went to AMK hub with them to eat pepper lunch (: home at around 5, yup. Today, lessons were really tiring, even though I was seated at the front during maths, I can even fall asleep. Sigh, I really wished that I've got no feelings, this feeling is making me getting into emo status. It sucks. Nahs don't wanna talk about it already. Being a sensitive creature makes me feel so unhappy, because I am not in a happy environment. Tell me why? Others are living so happily while I'm not. Faking a smile is the trend now too I guess. Bye.

I felt so insecured.

Yesterday is yesterday, today is an unknown day :b

2010-05-16T07:57:00.005+08:00

Morning everyone, ^^ Woke up in the early morning which I actually slept at 4+ yesterday doing nothing much but watching ipman. Well, I really don't know what else to do now other than playing or sleep. Maybe I should just try to do some maths, although it isn't hard now but I guess practice makes perfect (: Oh ya, speaking about math, our class got back our test on friday (: A lot of us got full marks. Which is a happy thing, however there's failure too. Aw, ask Zach for help! HAHAHA Sabo ^o^. Well, pretty crazy within the class. Getting well along with classmates, but also had arguments within one another. I guess that strengthen the bond and making less mistakes/offending people next time. Anyway, plans for later. Going to cine to watch ipman2(葉问2) with friends, decided to meet at respective bus-stop at 3pm. I guess I'll just post till here, next upcoming event would be Miss Chee's Wedding Lunch on 29 May. Furthermore, Engkong's Birthday on the 30th. I'll post when I'm back home later, maybe with pictures! :D Bye.

I've made myself going over and over again (:

I'm back home (: Went to cine with Calvin, Engkong and Yancai for Ipman2 :D Nice show anyway, give a rating of 9/10. The show was talking about how to respect one another regardless of race. You mustn't underestimate them, treat them fairly like how you want them to treat you (: Anyway, before show, we went to kfc for dinner. Ate zinger meal with cheese fries :D Nice ^^ After show, went to mac for oreo macflurry, slacked in mcdonald for don't know an hour or more. Walked to takashimaya bus-stop, and surprisingly the bus was like so empty :b. Bus-ed home and now I am home! :D Sorry with no pictures :B.

time for studies. [:

2010-05-15T18:09:00.002+08:00

Let these pictures speak.
Sians, those photos too big in size, plus many ~.~ Shall let you all hunt them yourself in facebook :b Hahahahahaha ^^ Find me in face book then. Bye! ^o^.

I'm always with you

2010-05-13T06:47:00.003+08:00

Recently, had been so unhappy, and why? I don't wish to know either.
You, had been so unhappy recently too. Regardless of what issues, I guess it's anything. :b Cheer up luhs, I'm sorry I can't help, I'm sorry that I can make you laugh like before, happy like before but I can listen to what you want to say whatttttttttttt. {: and I've got something to tell you. (: I don't care what people say about you, I only know what I say about you :B So you can don't care what they says and just hear what I says. Wahahhahahahah, do selective hearing? >< but please tell me if I'm stressing you out even more because I may care and get irritating at times ~.~ I just hope you read this [; You have my support, always. Don't care what they say. ok? {: Jiayous!

Unhappiness

2010-05-12T23:21:00.003+08:00

What's wrong with me? ): I'm unhappy.
Why? I don't know why.
Somebody help me, cheer me up?
I don't mind you being lousy or good, at least some. ):

Slack

2010-05-12T12:40:00.003+08:00

Today lesson till 11,
Programming Essentials for 3 hours. Damn flowchart thing made me lose 1/2 a mark for my test -.-' 49.5/50. Arghhhh. After that went for lunch. Slept all the way till they finish their lunch because I wasn't feeling good ): Went to mac area for waffle while they buy bubble tea. Saw Charmaine while I was queueing up for my waffle :b Haha. Emo-ed all the way till library now. I guess I'm going to play badminton later with Dylan and friends later. Will update again later.

Families

2010-05-09T23:01:00.008+08:00

Family,
What's family? {: Family is what you need in your entire life.
Family doesn't need to have a mum and a dad in it. Everyone that you know, everyone that concern about you, care about you, they are part of your family (: As long as they have the love for you, they can be in your family {: Haha. Sorry, I may not understand what is it like to have only a single parent or even none, but I am able to give you my care and concerns. You don't have to envy others, tell yourself you're the same as them {: You are blessed and happy too (:

Ah, ok enough of the family thing :B
Hees, went out just now, had dinner with my family. Celebrating Mothers' Day. Zoooooooooom-ed to Sembawang on dad's car. Ended up at don't know what restaurant near the sea. :D Good food, bad service. Maybe it's because of Mothers' Day and too many people were there, so they've got a bad bad bad service, but that shouldn't be the case. Ya, but luckily the food there were good, pretty nice and their food went out of stock so fast ~.~ Then, zooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooom home after that. No where else to go, and sister will be having exam papers tomorrow and I've got school. So, we can't be back late. However, we both are still using computer at this time! Wahahaha, which I don't care about the time actually. I'll stop posting here, upload the pictures next time! :D Nights! Sweet dreams!

If only you were mine, if only I dare to ask, if only you love me. Then it will all be happy

Moving pretty fast

2010-05-07T06:52:00.002+08:00

I'm back posting, yeah woke up early, so I can post (: Haha.
Yesterday went to school alone and lesson started at 9+, Project work module, that's irritating. I hate doing project work actually haha, but no choice I did it with my best I guess. Although we're still doing something that I am able to at the end of the day, I still don't like typing out so many words, thinking about reasons and reasons. ~.~ So boring only. After that had 2 hours break, went to dota with seow teck in the library :B Haha, I won ^-^ After that went for DCN, boring only. Click here and there to show successful network then we can go off for another hour break. Practical Project Work lesson after that, Sians ah. The day like so lame oneeeeeeee, so fast over le. Didn't eat anything except for one bowl of Ice Kachang for the wholeeeeee entire don't know how many hours :B Ended all the lessons and home, trained and bused back as usual. Zach cabbed back home because he was having flu again ~.~ Every thursday. -.-' Lol... Reached home, game again, bathe, eat and then homework at last. ~.~ Today is the maths test. I guess I'll be fine with it {: Jiayou :B Wahahaha. Time to stop, {: Bye.

What's wrong with me?

2010-05-06T19:40:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry for being to sensitive, I know that I really shouldn't be. I tried to be not then. However, I'm really unhappy and don't know why. Seriously, this feeling suck. Maybe this is just Just tell myself, I am happy, I will be happy and I really will be happy >< Yes, that's the powerful magical word then. Oh shall stop these emo-ing stuffs. Hmm, stayed up the whole night on tuesday doing my programming, trying to find a solution and finally I did it, of course I'm worried about something else too that's why I can't get into sleep. Early in the morning went to school, forgot to bring my java homework out, in the end just re-write most of it. After that, went for lecture at 8 sharp, very sleepy but I hung on. Was released on time and rushed for next lesson, programming essentials, on the fifth level. Started lesson by going through answers for homework and the most irritating part is our tutor didn't go through the last question which I stayed up doing it. ~.~ Damn it. Ahh I just cut short, I'm damn lazy to type all already, gotta go do my cMaths homework and then study for tomorrow's test. Played basketball after my lessons and then went to pool with yancai and the rest. Played for 2 hours plus and went home at 10+, reached home, fell asleep. So tired, I wonder why.

I'll post about today the next time, shall stop here.
I am ~~happy~~ unhappy (:

2010-05-04T23:03:00.003+08:00

If you were to read,
and it happens that you saw,
please take a few moment reading it.

This is what you're gonna see...

You,
known me not long ago.
I,
like I always am, talked to you.
You,
complaint to me about so many things already and
I,
will listen all in.
I,
no matter what will just help you and
You,
shall just stop being sad. So
I,
now give you a power of strength and happiness.
Please,
Cheer up ^^

I'm sorry.

2010-04-29T22:38:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry ;

Felt so tired after one week of school

2010-04-24T12:38:00.002+08:00

I'm back to post? (: Hahaha, after damn long period of time :b
Hmms, basically busy working before that and trying to earn more money for my laptop and here it is my laptop (: Hahahaha. Cool right! :D Erm, ya one week of school had ended.

First day,
School reopened, lesson started at 1010 {: but I went to school earlier to meet Charmaine and went to buy books with Rebecca and Zach (: Tour around Blk L for awhile and went down to meet the whole class. Met up almost the whole class and went up to Level 6. Communication Skills for the first two lesson, haha pretty cool. The tutor was like so exaggerating towards everything but ya, at least the lesson wasn't that boring like some others. If not I'm gonna fall asleep very fast. And ya, adding 4 more classmates at the meantime :D from 17 to 21 {: Haha. After C.S, break for an hour and start Programming Essentials ;D COOL please finally what I've always wanted to learn already ;D HEHEHE, but too bad it's only one hour ): Never mind, there's more. Ended lesson at around 2.25, because we were released earlier :D. Went to buy my laptop and went home at around 5+ to 6.

Second day,
Met up Ahcai to take bus together and Charmaine again at the mrt in the morning. However this time my lesson starts at 9 (: Hehe. Tiring day, all the way till 6 please. 6 LECTURES EVEN WORSE. Ahh, I'm lazy to tell everything, this is too much. We've got only 2 practical lesson on iWebApp and others was all lecture. iWebApp lecture, Data communication System, Effective presentation skills, Cmaths and Leadership skills and Teamwork~.~ Boring.... Reached home around 7plus and was so tired to think of anything already {:

Third day, Starting lesson at 8 and coolest thing, ending lesson at 11. ;D WOOOOO HAHAHA. Went to school alone all the way and pretty bad mood because I'm too tired and need some time to be alone. After school tour one round for club crawl with rebecca and zach then went library slack all the way. Then, asked Yuting over to the library and talk till around 6 plus then home. Hahahaha, I'm a slacker sia~.~

Thursday,
Freaking lessons today. Damn damn. woke Charmaine up at 6.15 then went back to sleep till 7+. Rushed out of house and saw Rebecca at the mrt station waiting for classmates, waited with her then went in school. First two lessons in the morning iwebApp in the tutorial room, were told to do a group work and discussion on week 4 presentation. {: Grouped up with Constance, Nurul and Zach, worked out our stuffs fast and cool :D We had our survey questions all these done by that lesson and then we HAVE 5 HOURS OF BREAK! so NOT COOL PLEASE. STAY IN THE LIBRARY FOR F..... 5 hours x.x slacked like shit, sleep. Hahahahahaha. After that iWeb in lab. Finish our lesson at 5.30 like that then quickly HOME! :D HEH. TIRING SIA {:

Friday,
which is the day yesterday >< Lesson started at 1010, ;D Hees. 2 Cmaths lesson in the morning, DCN was cancelled and afternoon iWebApp was for Consultation so, lesson ended at 12 >< HAHAH EARLY RIGHT :b. Slacked in the library till around 4 when Charmaine lesson ended ;D waited with her for her friend in the Atrium and went home after that {: slept throughout the journey, train and bus ride. So tired, Hahaha.
Anyway, YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! :D HEEs.

Lazy

2010-02-19T14:08:00.004+08:00

Woos after so much laziness, update. Only some photos i guess haha. Bye. so Lazy ^-^
Busy working, playing & outing. Haha Bye.

You caught my eyes

2010-01-07T06:47:00.003+08:00

I'm back to update :D
Well, short and quick update i guess. Can't get my sleep well enough because I've been woking up at weird timing. 4.20 , 5.15 , 5.45 and 6.30 >< So decided not to sleep anymore because I'm waking up sooner or later.

Tuesday, 5/1/2010.
Slacked at home for more than half a day, was playing game and chatting on msn. After that, we decided to play basketball. Set off at 5.30 and started playing at around 6. Lol i thought we would play like an hour or so only, but in the end we've played like 2 hours plus nearly 3 hours. Too much running and my both feet having blisters, damn pain please >< I still tahan it with 2-3 matches. Nearly unable to survive, haha. Walked home like some kind of weird guy already. Reached home, bathed, eat & Computer then sleep at 2+.

Wednesday, 6/1/2010.
Woke up at 12.53pm, Lol-.-' Saw Mr Chong leaving me a msn message saying that Monday, 11/1/2010 will be getting back our 'O' level results, ohman. Damn nervous X.X SCARY ROAR, it's so fast. WOOOOI. Anyway, Jiadong also called me out for lunch because he's damn bored at home. Lol, met him at plaza after playing 1 hour game with friends then chatted and have our lunch at Kopitiam. After having lunch, went to his house and use computer, but nothing much to do also. Playing taptap with his iphone and home at around 7+. Way too bored. Was informed that work will be today 10am Sharp. Meeting friend at 9.40 Clarke Quay Mrt Station. Slept at 11+

Today, Yawns. Nothing much, lol will update when i back i guess. Gotta go prepare soon, if not half an hour is not enough for me! :x Byes<3 Takecares everyone :) & by the way, it sucks when it's gonna rain lol. The sky is so black please. Wind so strong! >< Hmms, bye :P

Deceive.

2010-01-05T13:01:00.004+08:00

I'm back to update. ><
Well, yesterday was lazy to update when I'm back home. Therefore, i decided to just play game with friends first and then go to sleep. Hmms, Saturday was working the whole day basically and home at 12+. Only able to sleep at 5 i guess and Sunday early morning woke up at 9 as I am meeting friends at around 12 but automatically i woke up so early >< So, decided to use computer first and then I'm late once again. Laughs.

Met up with them at bus-stop and off to PS, went down to Zone X and daytona, Zzz I'm so unlucky, used 3 machines and all 3 spoiled. What the, argh and then went to eat after playing ddr? Ate and back to zone X for awhile and then pool~ played like 6 or 7 rounds and lost 1 (: Hoho :x then I was rushing like mad down to mum's workplace because i have to help her. Yawn, so tiring. Mistakes and exhausted, was informed that yesterday don't have to work. Hence, i worked till 1am (: Slept at 2+ and woke up at 9 i guess. Dad came into my room and said that everytime wake up so early and sleep so late ._. but I've slept at least 6 hours x.x.

Planned to go out with friends again to watch Avatar, so cool xD Haha, Calvin said he's going down to fish & co and meeting us at later time, but too bad so weird time slot, so have to go to Cathay @ Causeway >< Caught up with 6.25pm one and i was feeling sick, having bad flu and wearing thick jacket and long sleeve shirt inside. Dinner @ KFC during 9.20, actually wanted go up to timezone and play but in the end it was closed >< Sad, so went home straight at around 10++. Reached home so "early". Game & sleep at 2+, and so i woke up at 1 today! :x Wahahahs. Byes, update tomorrow or later! <3 ;D

2010-01-04T16:37:00.005+08:00

Will update when I'm back home! :P Hmms, still having slight fever and down with flu. Gotta rest more, however going out now :x byes<3

Fast Forward

2010-01-02T16:04:00.004+08:00

Back to blog (: Well, yesterday totally boring ^-^ But time flies, was rotting at home the whole day killing time (: Gameeeeeeeeeees & nothing else more i guess. Eat? Er, msn chatting? And shows. Slept at 2+? I forgot and woke up at 10 i think. Well, basically its just boring yesterday.

Today, lol nothing much pop up my mind ~ But have been gaming also and going work later le. Yawn, a day will pass by like this already (: Tomorrow work again, but will be back earlier than usual. Have to wake up early to prepare for for work on Monday. However, I still have to decide on going to Cousin's Birthday or Outing with friends. Yawn, headache. Bye<3 I'll end my post here. Will update tomorrow or today midnight ._. Takecares.

Will be a better year!

2010-01-01T04:37:00.003+08:00

Ohcool, i'm home to update. Of course I'm done bathing (: Hahaha.
Went to countdown at Vivo. What the hell, can't see any fireworks! -.-' Damn it. It had been blocked out by buildings from the place we are sitting at. Therefore, didn't get to see the fireworks ._. Wahlao, I want to take nice photos of it de sia ): Crap.

Well anyway, before that, went to pool at like 4 then started to daytona for 2 games because it's full. Therefore, we waited for like almost an hour to play -.-' Zzz, damn long please. But at least we play almost like 2 hours ._. Hahaha, not bad. Quite cheap :D Heees :X took 184 back to assumption then 963 down vivo. The bus trip was pretty fast although i fell asleep for at least 10 mins :x Reached vivo, walked around and stayed at the rooftop for damn long. Waited for bL & darren to come, but in the end we saw what? Shit ._. Can't see fireworks.

Enough of stupid rantings >< Sounds so childish too :P I'll post some pictures bah ._. Though some looks so not nice ~.~ But i guess i still will post :P AHAHHAHA ;D Nights<3 Sweet dreams! ;D

Countdown ; New Year, 2010!

2009-12-31T12:09:00.006+08:00

Back to update (:
Slept at 3+ last night and woke up as early as 9 this morning ;D Hohoho, was chatting on msn with Szepei till 3. Because I'm too bored, find someone to talk to :P Hahaha. Anyway, nice chat and a lot entertainment uhs (: Hehe. Hmm, i should find some overdue pictures to post then (: Since I've got nothing much to update on. Maybe after coming back from outside today, gonna go out with friends later i assume ^-^ Gotta be fun, hoho :x But we haven't plan where to go yet :P Anyway, yeah just to celebrate and go out. Have to work tomorrow till sunday. Ahhh, tiring ._. HAHAHA. Okays, time for pictures. It's miss cheong wedding lunch (:
I don't know that atikah took it ._.

Yo, best buddies ^-^ Haha

I smiled like what ><

All guys, the bridegroom.

Yo! (Y)

Everyone show your teeth! ;D

Group photo ;D

Twist! (Y)

^-^ Hahaha.

Group photo again. Last shot before we going off (:

Sleepless night

2009-12-30T10:21:00.002+08:00

I'm back to update (:
Yesterday was a pretty boring day, had actually planned to play basketball in the evening but it looks like it's gonna rain anytime but eventually it didn't rain at all which we decided to play Mahjong at cai's house. In the end we didn't even go because we don't have enough people to play, that sucks. I'm stuck at home the for the day and had been editing the skin and thinking of where should i place the tagboard. & I've played games throughout, too boring, can't help it. Continued playing till 12+ and sleeping in early. However, I've been flipping here and there for umpteen times -.-' which i feel so irritated and sat up for many times too. Slept for like less than an hour and i woke up and tried to sleep again. Woke up shortly -.-' until 5+ in the morning then I'm able to get a good sleep till 10 x.x That's irritating x.x. Not sure what I'll do today but probably going out with parents because they took off ^-^ cool. & I maybe going out tomorrow for countdown! ;D Woos {: Okays, I'm done blogging (: Byes <3 Will be back xP

Th Expectations

2009-12-29T07:59:00.003+08:00

Well, as you can see. Blogskin had changed and I'm back blogging ^-^ It's been so long since i've blogged? :D Yeah pretty lazy to update and not much things to update. Have been working on weekends helping out my mum. Getting tired after working so much and finally had data entry job on 4th of January which is next Monday (: & I've watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 yesterday! ;D Theodore looks cuteeeeeeee >< Hahahahaha. Yet to watch New Moon and Avatar. Gotta leave New Moon out already because today is the last day of showing >< Avatar, maybe soon. & I'm sure gonna watch Old Dogs! The advertisement looks funny ^-^, but thinking back, I've been watching lots of shows these two months, at least 10 i guess? >< Like wow ._. Lol~ Cool and I'm gonna go back to sleep now, feels sleepy. Will be updating later i guess, maybe after I'm back from outside. Going out with Calvin later, think so because he's going for interview (: Yeah GoodMorning, sleep time. Byes<3 Ohya, Tagboard will be up soon (:

People around me

2009-11-16T01:56:00.005+08:00

Wow, its 1.57 now :D I'm back posting! Woos :D
Hahas, well basically have been going out and working at the same time so doesn't have enough or much time to update maybe? or i'm just being so lazy! Haha. Ohya, tomorrow gonna be a fun day, chalet with AHHFAMILY & FRIENDS woos :D. Well, having conflicts here and there, i don't like. I don't wanna point my finger at anyone to say that it's his/her fault because i know it wasn't their fault at all. Well all i have to say is, look around the people have been surrounding you. There's good or bad people all the time, all we have to do is just bear with it and let go of it. If you're really unhappy say it out, don't keep inside your heart. It won't be nice for sure. To Ahhfamily: Whoever you are, wherever you are, whenever you are be sure to treat one another well. It maybe our last outing together as one whole clique until the next outing it sure gonna be long. I'm soooooooooo gonna miss everyone ^^ Yes, all the attitudes, all the laughter, all the FUN times together {: Yes we should be happy as one. However, no matter what don't say about others. It will not do you good or even you may hurt others. I don't wish to see so much problem arising. If you're really unhappy just talk out with one another and we'll settle among ourselves.

To Ahhcai: Well, you're my good gooooooooooooooood friend, hanging around with you ever since sec 1. Although we're in the same pri school, but we didn't talk in pri school. I still remember we quarreled and you said you've been bearing with my nonsense for very long. That's why I tried so hard to change my attitude maybe, I know i shouldn't anyone for mine fault. So yeah, we've been gooddddd for so long. ^^

To AhhVin: Woos, your ahhVin rocks lol. But sounds weird. Heh, i've spoke with you eversince sec 3 i guess. Because we're just some loner in sec 1 - 2 >< Hahahahaha although we're in the same class but we didn't talk at all in sec 1 & 2. Ok i think you also unhappy with my nonsense or my attitude maybe but you also bear with it and without saying out ^^. I'm sorry {: But well, we argued a lot too :x Haha, pissed off here and there but in the end still good uhs. You're also one that i said my feelings about stuffs. Although you don't know how to help but i know you want to help. Thanks a lot! :D

To Ahhkong: MrTohKingKong. HAHAHA Well, you're the BESTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT FRIENDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD of all le ^^ Okays not being bias to others but it's the truth :D Hahahaha. We've shared a lot of things yeah, secret! :D Haha you're having a good girlf, plus i know you cherish her a lot a lot ^^. I'm gonna make sure you invite me to your wedding ohdamn you. HAHA :D Hmms, you're one good guy, one good friend that are hard to come and hard to find. Maybe you're slow at times, maybe you're feeling unhappy at times. But you know you always can say it out, i know it won't feel good but we're like this. One big family doesn't bear grudges. If you're gonna say feel so alone, i don't allow man! Because you're saying me or some others worse than you ok! :D So NO LONELINESS for you MAN BECAUSE YOU GOT HEDY. DAMN YOU HAHA.

To AhhHong: Your name = Norman, but chinese name got hong. So call you ahhhong. HAHA OUR LAODA :D OLDEST LIAOS SIA! ^^ WOOS :X I don't know you much uhs so nothing much to say about :P Yeah, i don't know what's the problem or whatever but you seems pretty fine at handling whatever things. However, i am more than willing to know more about you. HAHA ^^ Because we're like talking only when sec 3 and only when we got problems or need help >< haha. ^^

To AhhGer: DaJie! {: You're our biggest jiejie liaos, our really got attitude and emo girl at times. Sorry ah :P If i've really said something wrong, tell me. XD Okays, quarreled with you once. Why? I also a bit pissed that time but well we're fine already but i hope that attitude will change for a bit. Sorry): Hmms, i don't wanna hurt your feelings too. However, i must say before it's late k? {: We're one big FAMILY :D

To Ahhbel: MY BEST BEST BEST BEST JIEJIE liaos ^^. Hahahas from pri 5 till now le uhs? Wooos, it's so long man! I love you la HAHA :D Ohyeah, we've been talking about anything, everything to one another well and i'm the best secret keeper man! Wow, everyone find me for SHARING SESSION. NEXT TIME MUST CHARGE FEES :X HAHAHA. You're my one and only best sister i found le. But i'm everyone's best BROTHER k! Hahaha :D Because i'm really so good. HAHA BHB me :D Hees. ok i really love to help anyone also, my friends or even whoever needs help but not stupid and illegal stuffs la -.-' or even CRAZY one. Hahaha, you're so gonna miss me i tell you. HAHA without my entertainment or sharing session you can't sleep and study well for sure. LOL! :P I say until i so good, it seems that my skin have become thicker le. Yes ! :D HAHA Kays, love you to the max le as my sister ok! ^^ Haha {:

To Ahhmin: HELLO! Another Miss attitude sister :P. You and ger is the best having your own very attitude character liaos. Hahahaa, ok uhs don't cry over quarrels. I know you're feeling very unwilling, very difficult to do anything in that position but well everything always have an end. I'm sure you're gonna have a happy ending ^^ But you also have to change your attitude also uhs, less quarrels with ranals please -.-' You two like quarrel non-stop one. Both also stubborn kid sia, must counsel you two together liaos sia. wahlao 2.40 liaos, i should quickly type and post le >< HAve been messaging just now HAHAHAHA :D YOU REMEMBER WHAT I SAY HOR. my good sister ^^.

To boliang,weiyi,darren: You three asshole also in our clique le HAHAHA :D But well you three are all good too except for wangweiyi. He's an asshole for spreading nonsense and rumors out. I hate you man! ): Stupid stuffs like be CAREFUL and telling others i like her anyhow. You try one more time i'm so gonna be angry i tell you. :P You don't believe i angry huh! I show you ah! :x Boliang, LOL this dumbkid here so funny :P HAHA our joker and lamer here liaos ^^ Hahahahaha always make us laugh liaos . :x Nonsense comes out from your mouth, future president, ermm still got GOT INTEGRITY OMG. STOP IT! HAHAHA. Darren, you asshole la you. Nonsense always also -.-' plus it's always saying irrelevant & non-common sense stuffs de -.-' stop it :P HAHAHAHAHA I will faint and wake up have a bad headache ah! HAHAHA :D.

To Jiahui: BEST friend for 7 MONTHS le kays ! :D Very long le hor ! {: Hahahahas :D Forever man ^^ Eh, your things hor tell me la, if you don't say how am i gonna help. Then you'll maybe say don't help, but cannot lehs. I'm an irritating stupid dumb guy who loves to help. I don't care ! ^^ HAHAHA You're gonna tell me whatever and whenever you're ready to share, i'll help you for sure . :D Okays?! ^^ HEARD THAT?! ok sorry is SEE THAT?!?! HAHAHA SMILES << You teach me de sia >< :P

To SuJing: Eh good daughter, see your good father are posting about you :P HAHAHA. Hmms know you for 3 years liaos? Soon! :D HAHAHAHAS {: You better keep your things properly and never lose your handphone again hor. Asshole :P HAHAHA ^^ Remember what i and engkong say okays. Last long with son-in-law ^^ Hahahahs. :D

To Shuyi: Oi pig! HAHAHA. Okays, just gave you my books ok! Keep it nicely hor! :x HAHAHAHAHA Thanks for your 'birthday cake' LOL Nice huh. :D And yeah, jiayous for studies ^^.

To Shuhyee: Not forgetting you this dumb good partner, Woos :D Eh so long no talk le hor, like distancing from each other le sia. HAHAHA :D I'm always here waiting you to share with me your things de. Hahahaha ^^ Cannot forget date me out eh! :P Crazy partner :D Woos :x

To Huiyun: Sister! HAHA :D Not long ago then talk to you for quite sometime only uhs. Yeah you're lucky man! :P Haha, you ah. Don't think too much le uhs, if it's time to move on, you must liaos. It's all fated and whenever you're troubled, you need advices come find me ^^ I'm free haha. Ohyeah, if it's yours, it will be yours eventually. Always have people say this but this is totally true {: No point hanging on making yourself feelings uncomfortable! :D

To Yuanting: MISS ONG, you're the last one man! HAHAHA I remembered you last sorry. LOL! KIDDING xD, yeah important messaging partner ah, no you = no entertainment and smiles too. Hahahaha. & yeah Happy one month 3 days knowing you ah! :D Ohya, faster go book your appointment with doctor la lamer. Don't bomb me with kp hor i tell you :X Or even vulgarities. Anti-Vulgarities :P I'm soooo naggy Lalalalas. ohya i just remembered that you promise study hard sio, so hor. Hmms you know what to do la hor. :P HAHAHAHA ^^ Nights la hor. I goign sleep le 3 liaos sia. :D

NIGHTS EVERYONE! MISS ME MAN! :D WOOS I'M SO GOOD :X HEES :D LOVES EVERYONE ^^ LOVES THE WORLD LOL! :x 3 le -.-' tmr need wake up at 8 WTF. CHALET TOMORROW DAMN IT I LOVE IT :x Last but not least of course LOVE MY FAMILY LA HAHAHAHA :D

It hurts ; don't you know?

2009-11-02T23:16:00.002+08:00

Back to update ^^. Woos happy that today Social Studies & Chemistry is easy for me! I WANT MY A :D WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. A A A A {: Came back home, slept around 2 hours only at most. -.-' so tired lor. Arghh, woke up but still lying on bed for so long because too tired ): Then, went to bathe and do my art and quickly finish some of the drawings need to be added. Last minute add de -.-' crap lo. Then, used computer for awhile le hahahahaha. Ohya. yesterday went to 178 meet mr yeo, talk and crap with him, atikah and hawa. So funny LOL! What the hell man, mr yeo joker -.-'. Hmms, i think i gonna finish my last sketch then go sleep le! Super tired. Bad stomachache also ): Byes! Nights :D

If only you know. I'm struggling, it's hard but i'll do my best.

Back in blogging? (: Haha

2009-11-01T03:34:00.003+08:00

Hmms, being bugged to open my blog -.-' Here it is, but well nothing much though. Used back the old blogskin currently, lazy to make new one for the time being and not free either but will be updating it everyday maybe. Haha ^^ O levels, that's why I'm not free. :D
Anyway, recent updates.
Have been studying throughout the months, don't know why so hardworking suddenly ah! Haha. But well, i want my nice nice de O level Certificate lehs! :D I want see lots of A inside de {: 22 Oct started first Practical exam, pretty fine. Managed to do everything HAHAHAHA Because i'm good! :x Kidding, just an average paper. 26 Oct, English paper. Damn it, paper 1 is hard lo -.-' Can't think of creative ideas to write my essay, SUCK. And this sway mouth of mine, teachers gave us the format for all formal letters, informal letter, proposal , report and speech. Then,i asked caLvin & yancai, what if later formal letter come out is Organisation write to Individual, how to write? They answered me, like that lor, use your brain la. Just do it the other way round. Then i wtf -.-' Heck care, don't think will come out. But WTF LA situational writing come out like THIS OMGOMG. DIE LO! Paper 2, Comprehension ^^ Wooooooooooooooooooooos, i love the paper liaos ^^ OWNED. :b do it until very smooth... 27 Oct, Maths Paper 1. HAHA EASY PAPER WOOs. I LOVE BOTH MATHS PAPER ANYWAY! HAHAHA but then i think paper 1 got some careless at the back ): 28 Oct, Maths Paper 2. WTF, TRICKY but easy in the end. My hand keep shaking lo, so nervous >< Managed to finish the whole paper, woos woos ^^ Usually school exams cannot finish one ._. cause half an hour lesser given ><. 29 Oct - 31 Oct, Lol Studying at home. SS & Chemistry important, My A , I'm coming! :D Hohohoho. Jyjy! :x Art finish liaos wOOTS. Finally man! First time never do last minute work, like stress-free like that le sia! I'm going crazy hahahahahaha. Now, SLEEP TIME LA 3.44AM LIAOS KAOS >< HOHOHOHO. NIGHTS NIGHTS, SWEET DREAMS! :D

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Edit Edit!! :D
AhhFamily Photo! :D Heh, I looks funny in this picture. Below! :DD

203415673 ; Can't help it

2009-07-16T21:57:00.007+08:00

Hmms yesyes i'm back blogging!
Found out that blogger was a bit of laggy today so won't be posting much and nothing really happened i guess. Yesyes, i'm a good boy these few days , have been studying outside with friends while they do their homework :D. Yup, i've finished my homework that's why I'm studying instead of doing ^^. Well, basically my three days are gone like that with the same things happening, almost same timing and same place. School, home, play , study , eat and sleep. sucha boring day man! Hmms today didn't went out to study because caL got scolded because of going out too many days. Awww. Sad ): For him and for us. Lol... I'm going off now already anyway have to sleep early! Tomorrow will be a long day again! ): After release have to wait till 2.30 for Social Studies, That sucks >< I don't like remedials on Friday!!! ARGHHHH Damn, next week will be like everyday 6.30. Fuck man! Physics for 1, 3, 5 and its all till 6.30 ==. I'm like totally drained already. Okays, I'll post till here! Goodnights, sleeptight and sweet dreams ^^.

Am i being ignored for no reasons? Why so? I don't know how to solve this problem already... I'm really tired, really do. But no matter what i still have to persevere on, I can't give up, can I? Unlimited Tears... I Love You. I do (:

New Blogskin ; New Life.

2009-07-13T16:24:00.006+08:00

Hmms, i'm done editting my blogskin already. Maybe it'll looks weird when you're on different resolution of your computer. So, i would suggest you to change if you wanna view it properly and nicely (: So yeah that's the new blogskin for now, will be updated on the stuffs if i find it weird and strange ;D. So, time to blog about school first. Haven't been updating about school life, well it's pretty fine i guess just sometimes it's just too many homework and i can't finish it because of laziness i guess, got to really buck up. 'O' Level is near already but yeah i've tried to do whatever i could. Recently has been gaming i guess and study too (: That's of course, but lots of things to catch up. I'm feeling damn tired again don't know why. Have to hibernate soon or later already, gas is used up. Ok i'll blog till here ^^! Enjoy your day! {:

Edit at 8.19.P.M.
Hmms, eating dinner now currently (:
Will be out for studies and homework again later, back at around 10-11 ;D
Yesyes! Motivation to study :) Must have lol. Okays won't post much now, will be back and posting later... Bbyes! Hees.

ReEdit at 12.26.A.M.
Yes i'm back home at around 11++ already (:
Yup, finished my homework and then at mac chat and play awhile then now going sleep liaos! ;D Bbyes! Hohoho.

I'll Love you like i always do, but do you?
{:

Nightmares will be over {:

2009-06-11T21:01:00.003+08:00

Back to update! {:

9th June
Happy Birthday to Daughter & Germaine {:
15th & 16th Birthday. Went to Ger's birthday because she invited AhhFamily! Can't fail to go. Haaaas. Well, set off to the bbq place at around 4++ with CaL & Cai, reached there and there's only a few people so actually Ger started a the fire already but in the end she called me to start another one because she don't know how to so just start another one for her and i'm the one started bbq-ing and after around 20 minutes then tell them to do it themselves so i went to eat, but in the end i only ate like 1 chicken wing, 2 sticks of sausages and few sotongballs. After that we played around the playground and then started to tell Ger cut the cake le, after singing birthday song for her, we told her to bite the candle holder out of the cake and when she try to pull out we push her head hard on the cake >< then she came chasing us with the cake x.x Everyone ran for life. >< After so much nonsense everyone sat around and play some lame games. Home-d after bringing things back to Ger's house...

10th June
Woke up at 7.30 a.m. but was too tired already so slept till 8.30, then rushed to school for art and in the end it started at 9.30. In the end we don't even have to go ><. Off for breakfast & lunch with shuhyee and jianwei at plaza. Ate MosBurger then went to play badminton at bangkit. After few hours, went home alone and sat down on my computer for hours and hours and hours. Was just in front of the computer till so late like around 4 to 5. Slept at 4+ but i can't even sleep, i kept flipping here and there. Not just for some time but it's for hours till even family woke up. I just can't sleep, i wasn't feeling well. I just can't stop thinking about it, why? I'm unable to stop, i felt so dead at the moment and no one was there to pull me up. Those words hit me hard and I'm near to death...

11th June
Just went to Cai's house with CaL, played dota, mahjong and cards there. Just went to slack at there if not i'll died of boredom if i'll be at home. Managed to think over things over and over again, its just me thinking too much. I'm always doing so, thinking a lot, so much that anyone could imagined. Woke up from the situation and managed to at least smile out {: well, it's another day that i've tried so hard to get myself happy {: Thanks for the words you've given me in the past, it'll work if i try. Anyway, we're having Motivation Camp tomorrow! Was hoping that it really will help me, I'm gonna really do the best to my Studies! Let me enjoy my life in the future. {: Byes gotta sleep early today!

Yet another day ;

2009-06-05T09:20:00.002+08:00

I'm back posting again {:
Yes yes because i skipped school today >< It's just totally boring if i don't skip it. Physics 3 periods but Mr Chia was on MC therefore nobody have to go {: but after recess there's art but i bet no one went for it because i also skipped it >< Hahas. I'm so bored :l early in the morning woke up and can't sleep back because my backache, it's been aching since so long ago, can't recover too, don't know why. Then saw Ek messaged me 2-3 minutes ago, so replied him and dota-ed with him. Not long after game ended already. then continued watching my One Piece {: Episode 50 already. Re-watched the whole thing ._. Because i forgot where i stopped the last time i watched x.x Well, yesterday skipped my art again :x and then went out playing basketball & badminton at bangkit with cal, cai, bel & ger. Had fun with them and went home at around 7.30 >< Wow, it's late xP. Hmm after home bathed and sat in front of my computer already, didn't bother to eat my dinner already, wasn't very hungry though. Had some reflection and some thinking of myself in front of my computer and messaging. Well, this is what I'm gonna say to everyone that don't express their feelings out and share their things with someone or at somewhere. "You're aren't a computer, you don't have to store, you don't have a need to keep everything inside and not letting it out. You're a human, you need someone, somewhere to share your things. You can't possibly expect to keep everything. Although computer can store but they have times when there isn't enough space to store and you have to delete them right? So human need to delete it too, you can't keep everything to yourself. {: " Well, that's what i've been thinking. Even when you're sad someone out there maybe trying hard to cheer you up but in fact it doesn't really help much but accept the fact, you can't change it already. {: Hmm. 人生道理. I'll end here already {: Maybe posting again at a later time xD.
Take care of yourself when you're out there, i may not be able to be there with you. But i'm always watching over you {: Be sure that you really won't think about stuffs anyhow, you can think of me! LOL! XP Okays {: Take care!

Tongue Tied ;

2009-06-03T21:45:00.002+08:00

Bright cold silver moon
Tonight alone in my room
You were here just yesterday
Slight turn of the head
Eyes down when you said
I guess I need my life to change
Seems like something's just aren't the same
What could I say?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
Again

I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
But every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by

I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this time

I know it feels like the end
Don't want to be here again
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again
What it takes I don't care
We're gonna make it I swear
And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

Well,this explains how i felt
Isthiswhati'llhavetosing?

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2009-05-31T01:47:00.003+08:00

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bothered feelings ;

2009-05-31T00:11:00.020+08:00

Well, it's 12.13 a.m. already, decided to post and upload some pictures, since it's so long that i've uploaded a picture :x

29/05/09
Okays, basically went out yesterday to JP with Ek, Cal, Cai and Hedy to watch Night at the Museum 2. We went to buy our tickets first and then left for Arcade ><><><. After that went to start our surprise for Ek, Hedy & Ek went to pizza to wait for seats and we went to four leaves to buy the cake. After that when we were going in he knew everything already, :| but after we finished our pizza, we told the waiter to serve the cake and this surprised everyone, LAUGHS! They played a birthday song and we sang along as loud as we could, and made Ek so paiseh. Hahas Nice one ;D, He was so shocked. After eating the cake we left to Arcade again :x used like $24 in the arcade :x from $32 and left like $8 only, How fast. Went home in bus 180. Took a lot pictures, funny pictures and home sweet home and played my computer, turned in at around 2+ a.m.

30/05/09
Hmm, woke up at 8 but fell asleep again. WenXing called me to ask me if I'm going for Chinese Remedial or not, saw the time its already 8.32, WOW I'm late Oh my god. Prepared quickly and rushed out of my house, reached school before 9 and we just talked around and do some Chinese work Miss Chee printed out. Left school at around 11++ or 12 i think so, went to plaza and had my Breakfast with Jd, Jw, Sy and Yt. Walked to kopitiam and ate some western food, was so full. Quite du lan with Jd, so impolite huh? don't know how to say sorry mehs? Even though she's in some wrong but you should be polite and say excuse me in the first place. Damn ==. Then went home to use computer until 4+ and then sleep till 7. Forgot to tell my parents i'm going out to Ek's house for his treating in return of yesterday celebration {: Forgot to tell my ahma too and she scolded me :x hees. Left for Ek's house then eat le play cards and then see them dota and then home le. So tired now.. going sleep le :x Nights. Enjoy the photos :x

Ek! Don't san camera lehs! :x
Laugh until so happy sia!

WishWish* Hope that it comes true {:
Eh where you looking at?? :|
Small Mango Cake {:
What face sia ... so Kuku..
Twist & Laughed, Lol!
Eeee, this one no expression liaos.
Wah! Rich sia Ek!
Everybody, Let's Smile! ;D

Changed side, cai forgot himself.

Hmms, blur sia! style lehs :x

Lol, Ek what face is that!?!
Couple looking at their phone, lol!
Hmms, exciting tennis match!

Cai lost & hit the glass! Lol!

Bored and just anyhow take what i wore :x

My face like what like that. Stick out tongue also so ugly :x

Wow Ek is feeling xing fu. LOL! I'm being extra there :x

Ek you act cute made Hedy laughed so much. :P

Shed ;

2009-05-26T23:42:00.003+08:00

Hmm, back to post for a bit {: yeah I'm finally done with my homework and have the free time to post. Hees, was busy these few days with mother tongue homework. {: Finally today is the time where there were lesser homework :x Well, this few days was having intensive mother tongue and it will continue for the week and yes the time is getting lesser and lesser, nearer and nearer too. It's so scary. Laughs, actually yesterday in school was quite fun. Had some talk with teacher and classmates while we were 'doing' our overdue homework. :x Miss Cheong brought some cup noodles for us to the class and we were eating it in the class and yeah, laughed here and there about stuffs {: Hahas. Today lessons were boring, Physics I'm still fine with it... Chemistry, went to lab and did an experiment on testing for ammonium gas, that smell SUCKS, it's so pungent and crap smell. Aww, went back to class for maths. Nearly fall asleep {: Haaaaaa, because Mr Gan lesson is boring ><. Have to bear with it and after that was art, so many people ran off and I'm actually worried about my Art too, i actually still need pictures for my 8 Board and Sketches for it too. Wellwell, let's see how it goes then... After staying back in school for Chinese, went home alone. So boring and it's drizzling, walked in the drizzle and yet i still took few hours after then went to bathe because I'm playing game with Calvin! LOL >< Hmm, i think i'll end here {: It's late already have to sleep too. Nights {: I'll post the next time!

Convoluted :l

2009-05-24T18:32:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. blogging again {: yeah it's 6.37 already ><
Wellwell... I'm still left with 10 Comprehension Questions & 2 Compositions. I'm gonna finish it faster if not i can't get to sleep early tonight or even get to stay in class tomorrow :x It'll be another tough day tomorrow >< It's all about letter writing, compositions and comprehension...
Went out just now to my 外婆家 and then in the end my 外婆 isn't at home. Wasted trip, but after that went down to coffee shop to eat our lunch and we all just ate chicken rice. Had Icekachang and chendol after that, hmm what i tasted for my icekachang are just plain one >< Didn't bother and continue to eat... Mum said she's going to temple later so buying some sweets for zaizai and so we went to Value$ shop and in the end there's no lollipop came back to Fajar and buy. Took long time there and then went home. Ohya, when we are just going out, there's this uncle driving ==. Like don't know how to drive, eat so much of the lane already still want kpkb. Lol in the end dad said something and drove off... Hmm, started off with a irritated mood already. Lol but it didn't worsen that's lucky :b. Home-d at 5.45 i think, then went to bathe and i now feel so much like sleeping already but i can't, Homework}:, tired.}: Gonna persevere. {: I'll post till here {:

Hmm, yesyes I'm thinking a lot, maybe.
Trying not to already and always not to. {:
I can't stop myself from loving you already. <:
That's all i could say. (:
I really wish to get you out from what you don't wish to be in.
& seriously. Iloveyou,J.H.

Intensive Chinese!

2009-05-22T21:34:00.002+08:00

Hmms, well I'm back to post! {: Actually its because of the computer in my room :b it suddenly works again, maybe its because of the graphic card i think... Never mind as long as it works {: Oh yes, Intensive Mother Tongue had started since yesterday already, have been doing letter writing, composition and comprehension everyday. That's how the intensive mother tongue goes and yesyes i've accumulated another extra composition because i didn't manage to finish it yesterday when it's supposed to be handed in today and i didn't hand in to miss chee, well an extra composition for the weekend then. Got back my results. Sucks >< i don't know why, Just as when i see the score i felt disappointment. Even Miss cheong said, "Someone in the class too complacent, thinks that if he listens in class and he don't have to study can score high marks." Awww. She's referring me }: Hmm yes, i did disappoint her >< because I'm in the A1 standard, yet i didn't study for it. Well, it's reflected through my results now, last minute study don't helps when it is a lot. You have to practice it all day. Maybe after Mother Tongue paper i have to really start on other subjects. It's needed and a must... Less Computer More Work. Less Talk More Work. More Effort Less Work. More Hardworking Less Work. Therefore, i must do it.

Results:
English: In the end failed. 48/100 (D7)
Chinese: 61/100 (B4)
C.H.(GEO,SS): 50/100 (C6) Geography pulled me down.
C.S.(CHEM,PHY): 51/100 (C6) Physics killed me.
Art: 25/100 (F9) Wtf, I don't know i still can fail when i drew.
Math: 53/100 (C6) Well, have to buck up on this.

Well, this is the results for the Mid-Year. Wow L1B4: 29 , L1R5: 38. It sucks. >< The effortless work makes the effortless results.
The unserious work makes the unserious results.
... I have to know what i have to do now...

Mother Tongue 'O' Level.
10 more days {:
Jiayous. ^^ To everyone!

Hmms, awaiting for your message. {: Jiayous in your performance! Don't be nervous. & Iloveyou(:

studies{:

2009-05-18T11:30:00.002+08:00

Recently had been lazy to update {:
yeah and thanks huh the person update for me. still say i naggy sia... don't need scared luhs i won't kill you one xP. Ohyes, exams ended not long ago (: finally yeah? but sooner or later our O level Mother Tongue paper is coming le. I'm feeling nervous already >< what if i can't get what i wanted ._. really scary feeling. I couldn't imagine what will happen, just hopes that it won't be too difficult for me (: But what's important is i have to study too luhs. Even if the paper is way too easy while i'm not trying my best by studying and be hardworking then its gonna be a waste of time only. Hmms, seriously when i say this i never ever did it X.x LOL~ has been playing computer for very longgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee uhs. Room computer is spoiled yet i'm using the outside one. lol... Okays i think its time to stop using it le {: Start off with my chinese and then finish my Art sketches then there will be no more worries (: hoho..
Boring... i'll end here :P Byes!

2009-05-14T21:52:00.001+08:00

I hack into Wong Yi Jie's blog and now i'm going to post for him (:
Well, what can i say. Wong Yi Jie is someone friendly and naggy. (shhh.)
He'll be killing me when he saw this post, really.
So, who wana save me? ( ooo, i saw some hands already xD).

farawaypath ;

2009-05-12T20:27:00.002+08:00

Hmm, I'm back to blog.
But this may not be often too, I'm getting lazy and don't feel blogging frequently already.. Maybe just some updates on the school stuffs and some other things ;DD Well, Not long ago our Mid-Year Exams started, well the first few papers was like hmm I'm thinking it's not bad i still can make except for the English paper, it's like so hard and i doubt many people can pass this. Last week, went to chalet at pasir ris. Hmm, i can't say it isn't fun neither its fun, because certain stupid stuffs happened here and there i wasn't in the right mood for those things... But well, of course i'll do whatever i promised {:Hui(:Lol, the only funny stuffs during the chalet was those people who get drunk are like what the hell, disturb them also very funny lo. :x Terence & Zhengkai , Laughs. Terence is nice to disturb when he is drunk :x Zhengkai do funny stuffs when his drunk especially the staring part, i find it damn funny la. LOL... Other than that is like just neutral luhs, do this and that but when it comes to those irritating people, feel like chasing them off ==. It's just fucking irritating bunch of people. Today physics paper, never thought that so much formulas and calculations part would come out, and wasted my effort studying so much on the definition ._. damn it. Because of this paper I'm demoralised, lazy to study others already, I'm slacking once again. But O is coming soon arghh. I'm really unprepared. Not in the mood of studying and working hard. I've burned out...

Imissyou{: IbelieveIcan'tLoseYouAtAll. I'mtryingtogetridmystupidthoughts.(: Itswhatyou'vetaughtme.

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Maverick: You asshole, cannot tell here mehs? Like so scared like that :x You remove your tagboard how to tag sia...
AhCia'(L): Lol, missyoumanymanytoothen. {: yupyup, it's tiring luhs. you study hor too then. (:

Infatuation ; iloveyou

2009-04-28T22:42:00.002+08:00

hmm basically i had not been updating since so long time ._. well well i've got quite a lot to post about uhs. But due to some stupid illness i got, i had to sleep early today (: hmm well let's talk about what happened last week first.

Speech Day.
Hmm, that day we were supposed to have chinese test and remedial, but in the end because of speech day rehearsal, this and that then miss chee cancelled the remedial/test. Therefore, i had much time to go back home and change. So after changing and then used my comp for sometime then off to school. The whole day is just way too busy, i need a super cooling fan in front of me also cannot, so was like damn hot la then keep running up and down, here and there. After that, it ended so beautifully and we are done for the day and then i drank 3 bottles of water straight >< because I'm way too thirsty already... Hmm before going home, Mdm Hia and Miss Yew said they were going to treat us Seoul Garden on 15th May (: After our Mid-Year-Examinations :D. Well, home sweet home and Sleep! (: The next day on saturday, woke up. DAMN it, i had stupid Sore Throat ALREADY. Went to meet Ek, Norman, Yancai & Calvin in mac. had our breakfast >< "deep-fried" aww. then in school after physics, went to find calvin they all, started to feel unwell already. slept in the canteen for so long which i don't know. then went to the class find them play cards then went home at around 12 or so. Started to sick from that day onwards....

Sunday.
Woke up rotted at home, finished up some of my homework and then started sitting in front of the computer and then i started to feel more and more tired, like dying soon or so and then fever awhile, then temperature decreases already. after that coughing and sneezing non-stop... and myyy illlness startedddd to worsennnn liaos....

Monday.
Woke up late, because i'm so tired. Flu is gone but sorethroat and coughing is still here.. Dad drove me to school because he didn't went to woke as early as he did the last time already (: so i'm able to sit his car to school this week. Went school, didn't pay much attention to teachers, i'm actually having mild asthma inside, i can't breathe in properly but nevermind i'm able to cope with it..(: Aww. Went home straight after maths remedial. Ate my dinner earlier today, but something started happen. just i was finishing my dinner, my nose suddenly bleed and just flowed out onto my pants. == crap, dirtied my pants and made me feel so uncomfortable. tried to stop but it didn't stop for some moment until i used my tissue to cover up ><. feel so pathetic and then went to sleep...

Today.
Woke up even later than usual. Around near to 7 ._. crap its so late, quickly pack up my stuffs and then when i was about to go to the kitchen and eat my breakfast. My nose started bleeding with no reasons again. and my floor was with some drips of my blood and then the toilet basin will be having stains of my blood already >< quickly wiped off and eat my breakfast with mum and dad. and then after a few minutes my nose started again. i hate this ): Well, dad drove me to school again and then i had to be careful of my nose, i'm so scared it will bleed again so every few minutes i keep touching my nose :x until after school, went to see doctor. ohyeah, thanks for accompanying :PP hees. was seated outside of the clinic and then went in to see the doctor. Started asking me what's wrong with me, and then started checking my breathing because of cough... then went back to school and slacked with ek then off to mac and home :D

Hmm, i'll end here and that's long enough huh. wasted so much of my time >< nights! Gonna eat medicine first then sleep :D. Bbyes!

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Maverick: Lol.. Anyway, today that girl sit beside you, your stead? :x
Hui: In the end, the secret also got leaked out ><
Jiadong: yeah, he went saying Mr Ong first. :x
Hui: Update liaos luhs! boos! {:
Doris: Hao de, link you asap (:

An Uncertain Decision ;

2009-04-19T20:31:00.002+08:00

I'm back to update (:
Well, one reason is I'm too bored at home already, i can't think of any other things else to do thats why came on updating it :P Basically there's nothing i can blog about actually because i didn't went out this weekend just went back for physics remedial yesterday and Mr Chia flared up and threw the table back. Laughs >< There's twenty over students in the class but no one listened to him :x After that went to canteen and Jianwei keep disturbing Mr Ong. Laugh out loud >< he keep poking Mr Ong then Mr Ong keep saying about his pimples, was laughing in front of ahteck's stall :x Well what made me laughed was Jianwei got disturbed then he said to Mr Ong, "你不會去死更好". Then Mr Ong replied, "如果我像你一樣那麽多pimples我會考慮去死" << Jianwei got suan until cannot take it then ran off. :P Hmm after that i stayed in the canteen doing my Maths << Wow, I'm so 乖. Wahahahahahahahas... In fact, I'm actually waiting for Calvin and Yancai :P for around 30 minutes then went home with Engkong. Reached home, first thing Computer again ><. Don't know why, just played with Calvin wc3 almost unstoppable because that map was addictive :P after all, the day just passed like that and my English is still undone :P

Woke up early today in the morning, around 9 am I'm already seated in front of my Computer. Remembered that Calvin can't use his computer today, so i played on my own finding some stupid stuffs and then eat my breakfast. Walked up and down, here and there for awhile, watched fast and furious 4. Thereafter i walked up and down, here and there again, searching for foods and drinks. Then suddenly feel so tired, just threw myself up on the bed and then i fell asleep till 7.30 ><, woke up perspiring all over because my fan wasn't strong enough to keep me cooling :x so went to bathe and then finish up my English. So today just passed like this :P gonna sleep early today. I'll keep my promise to sleep early today(: since you did what i said too...

Okays I'll post until here, and byes Seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I'm having speech day rehearsal tomorrow again and its lateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee in the evening 7 p.m. (:

我不知該如何是好, 我到底該不該愛你呢? ):

Exhausted ;

2009-04-17T22:03:00.003+08:00

Hmm, finally back to blog for a bit yeah ><
Okays i've been studying for quite awhile for my tests :D
yeah but i wouldn't be satisfied with my Chemistry results already, it makes me find it so hard till i can't even do anything about it ><. Got back my maths results yesterday and its 31/40 ._. didn't reached what i targeted but at least still get an A1 so, not bad but i still have to improve on it but I'm actually doing good in my class already x.x because there's only three people with 30 marks and above and highest in my class is only 32. Geography test yesterday, yes(: I'm happy that i studied for that :P i managed to remember everything when the test started, it's like everything just suddenly appear in my mind :DD Hope to get at least an A ... Studies had been difficult >< struggling like hell, worrying for my English the most, i don't know did i improve or i did not. I started to become lazy already because I'm so tired, sleeping in class more often already, why? maybe is the time when i turn in, sleeping late in the night. Had my Chinese oral early in the afternoon, actually finished the oral at around 1++ or 2 but waited for Yancai and Engkong in the canteen then went home at around 3 i think. Tomorrow have Physics Remedial, Aw.. had to wake up early in the morning already, Crap. My Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeps ><. Oh yeah there's Speech Day Rehearsal on monday, oh no full dress rehearsal, I'm gonna perspire like hell lot already, crap. Okays, I'll post till here ... Gonna go to my mum's workplace to eat :P I'm hungry again >< Byes!!

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Hui: (: Hehs, eat regularly la~ Lol... & yeah study luhs! (:
Calvin: Okays, fine ==! Everyone gets tired but I'm sort of out of breath already.
Ahhbel: Lolololol, That picture had a loving couple! why not? :x
Maverick: yeah di, linked already :DD

Infatuation' ><

2009-04-11T01:44:00.005+08:00

Well,
I'mActuallyTired(:
Tired.
Tiredd.
Tireddd.
Tiredddd.
Tireddddd.
Tiredddddd.
Tireddddddd.
Tiredddddddd.
Tireddddddddd.
Tiredddddddddd.
Tireddddddddddd.
Hmm.. Okays hmm today i just woke up early in the morning for 5 times >< because the first 4 times was really no strength to wake up >< cannot even sit up x.x then after waking up i sat right in front of my computer already ._. played for few hours then went to eat my breakfast.. Hahs after that I'm walking up and down, here and there like how i did the last time >< Soooooooooooooooooo, after awhile played FT with calvin until 6+, went to bathe and then gunz-ed till 8 >< and yeah until now I'm half asleep >< because my eyes are closing every few seconds ... I'll post till here(: short post, because I'm tired! x.x
WhyIsItYou? >< .. I guess i shouldn't continue? Should i? ><

Lethargic

2009-04-09T01:47:00.002+08:00

Wellwell, updating late in the night >< it's already 1:51 and i'm actually not very tired but i still have to turn in soon because there's still schooling tomorrow! Arghh, damn it i need more rest >< which is sort of impossible, homework are coming in more and more soon especially Chinese, It's O is coming soon, crap I'm stress! Hmm just finished my overdue Social Studies and Physics. Mathematics and Chinese are dued tomorrow so I'm done wit hit too already... So, the most i'm left with those overdue maths paper >< damn it, it's too much. I can never finish everything in one day, but the problem is that I'm too lazy to do when i reach home, i am not in the mood of doing my homework i don't know why until the night falls in then i will start on my homework.
Okays, today went to school earlier than usual because meeting up cai and cal for mac and then after breakfast went straight to school. Didn't take PAR and class key because i thought jiadong will be in school because i told him to bring my Printing stuffs but he didnt come to school. damn him :P First lesson, ART for 2 periods >< which i totally didnt do anything much because i just slack and sleep and talk with friends. Recess drinked alone and went back class alone, after Chemistry. Further teaching organic chemistry (alkanes and alkenes) and this chapter is done. Last chapter to go and will be revising after that. English, learnt more about how to write a better summary, which made me understand more about it already :D because it has roughly a format for me to learn and i just have to IMPROVE IMPROVE IMPROVE! Geography time, slack again don't know play what stupid game which doesn't interest me at all so just merely playing around and just answering it sometimes. After geography, went to buy my lunch and off i go back home :D. Well, so tiring i fell asleep 3 TIMES at home today >< crap, and it is when i'm doing my homework halfway i fell asleep, just knocked my head on the table and sleep ><. Ok i'll update till this part, have to sleep already! Nights :D !

Ohno, why am i having a feeling for you? ><

Stupidly tired (:

2009-04-08T06:13:00.002+08:00

Well I have been sleeping late these few days >< leaving a pile of homework at the side it's almost all empty. *yawn* just yawned and i am really sleepy still >< have to meet calvin and yancai at the mac later. hmmm i don't know what to update about already, lets just leave this a short post >< i'll do whatever i could to post more the next time :D, byes :P

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Hui: Hahs, i think is you miss me lehs! :P I'm more thickskin don't forget about it :P wahahahahas x:
Calvin: Yeah sort of, school stupid then, a lot people getting sick recently ><...
Songning: Is you really dumb go believe, and relinked already ==!
Jiadong: It's easy to say, but it isn't easy to do. ><

Exultant but arid ;

2009-04-05T19:29:00.002+08:00

Hmm, someone said that i didn't update my blog. So update for her sake, but I'm still lazy :P nevermind. Okays what I did yesterday and today is just plainly chatting on msn for a moment then walking in and out of my room another moment, watched television for awhile too and then sleep ><. You can guess how bored i am already :P & i just woke up after 2 hours of sleep, 不知不觉地睡着了. Hmm, finished reading the book finally, ~.~ it took me a week to finish it, but overall I'm still able to understand what it is going on while imagining it :P. Now started on another book, thik one with big words lol. Makes no difference if it is thin but small words ><. Hmm dinner, i don't feel like eating! ><
School are as boring as usual, I'm suddenly not motivated to study already but trying my best to keep up my motivation rofl just for the sake for what i wanted to study in poly and fufilling my dream :P. And yeah I've got myself a dream hor! Ok I'm gonna rush for my studies already, then sleep earlier than usual... End here! :D

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Selena: Okays ._. Thanks anyway, lol Linked you already...
Calvin: Lols, Dissension. I don't want it anymore(:
Jiadong: Roars, what are you implying huh!
Simin: Linked(:
Jiahui: Yea, at least you found something to do when you're bored and i know you are getting happier liaos :D Smiles hahas.
Calvin: Yeah, all of you sick at the wrong time >< So sad.

dissension;so tired

2009-03-30T06:39:00.003+08:00

Well, haven't been updating my blog.
And that says so why CaL came and said that spamming my blog to keep it alive. Haha, it's impossible for it to be alive for very long, because I'm becoming more and more lazy already and still have to do this and that then read boooooooooooooooooooks here and there. The first time you are hearing from me that I actually READ storyBOOKS! Lol, i woke up so early today 5.40 but yet didn't finish my maths >< After trying a few questions, i started to feel that i don't know how to do! So what i did was, i left it alone ~.~
Wellwell,
Igotnothingelsetoblogaboutalready.
BecauseIdon'twannablogaboutsomestuffs.
I'mfeelingtired&exhaustedtoo.
Don'tconstrainmeanyone,IwantTobefreed.
Letmego(:
Smiles(: <<<< From JH <<< Hahas :D

Damnlongdidn'treplymytags.
Replying Tags:

Selena: Will link you up asap (:
Chenhui: Lol, missme then just message or call me next time (:
Songning: Ienjoyedliaos:P, you damnass skipped this and went for church.
Jiadong: What's there to sad for? XD
Charm-your-dream: Lol, ok >< and sorry i don't blogshop ><
Shuhyee: Who is in your mind? Lol, i don't have to refer to anyone.
Hui: I just smiled, Lady. (:
Calvin: Okays, for your sake i just updated (: Lol...

Holiday has past, Studies are hard~

2009-03-22T20:48:00.002+08:00

Well, holiday is ending today & piles of stuffs didn't finish yet...
I'm tired, really very tired... Anywhere to get myself study harder and stop touching the computer? I hope there is but i sure must find the will to overcome this thing too. Well, my computer has been giving me lots of troubles and trying lots of things here and there and I didn't even do my Art. have to be done by this next weekend, Its the last week already and yet nothing come out. Well, can i do it from tomorrow onwards?

Hmm, tomorrow another tiring day again.. have to rush through many things here and there again. I need help!!!!! x.x
Shut the part where my brain kept thinking of computer please. I really need some study. damn it, carelessness here and there aren't allowed but i still did means i still doesn't practice enough, so computer please get off from my life man!

Pissed

2009-03-19T06:56:00.003+08:00

Well, I'm totally pissed.
Really very, so what am i gonna do now? Hais, it's really disappointing to see this happening... So why does this starts to happen? The way i mix with friends? Or the way i talk to friends? Should i be quiet or even don't talk? Well, when things starts to spread and i heard from others, it will be more sad then you tell me straight. don't you think so? I think you know who am i referring to...

Hais, well. I suck. Enough to satisfy you?
Just shut up and do your own things next time, I'm not gonna bother you about any stuffs right now.

things are not going as smoothly anymore. another matter had just rose up, and it can never be solve as soon as i wanted or even as easy as i wanted.
& hmm, I'm off. If you wanna find people to help again then you are scared of things i rather you don't find troubles.

Tired Tired Tired!

2009-03-10T20:11:00.003+08:00

Ok, i know i have not been posting regularly >< but too bad I'm really lazy and tired :x & yeah this week I'm having my ECT(Enhanced common Test) again... hmm, i find these few papers are easy xD i got chance of getting high marks :P but can't get overconfidence about it. I have to study for my Social Studies tomorrow soon, hopes everything goes smoothly and yeah i haven't yet done with my ART sketches ! x.x I'm too lazy to sketch already but my final work is almost done already and quite satisfied with it :P up hmm, okays I'm gonna
MIA le! NEED STUDY FOR LONG! :D WISH ME GOOD LUCK!
but i'll post up pictures if i have time and i did take ><

I'm happy (:

2009-03-04T06:32:00.002+08:00

Yeah, didn't post for few days. Maybe just because I'm lazy and too much homework to finish up, so i got no time to post too :P okays I'm going to mac to me caL and cai soon but before that recently I've seeing things that makes me happy :D which is a good thing and yeah I'm happy (: Okays.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DADDY.

Have to say a belated one now but before 3rd of March i already did something and gave it to him :DD.
Hmm, I'm starting to get back on understanding and becoming better for Maths already. English I hopes so to improve much much much more ><. Chinese starting to improve by a bit, i think so? or am i still staying on the same grades? :x we'll see it from the next test then :D. Physics i understood some of the concepts but just being lazy to study about it, this applies to Chemistry too >< I'm always feeling tired when it reaches these two lessons, but i'll buck up! :D. Geography, although i don't really use understanding, i just memorised the whole chunk of thing, which is isn't that good to be. Social Studies is always memorising, Lol, i never fail to memorise it :P because I'm too good at memory work! WAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAS XD

Okays today lesson is:
0800-1045: Art
1045-1115: Recess
1115-1210: Mother Tongue
1210-1305: Mathematics
1305-1400: English
1400-1430: Lunch Break
1430-1525: Geography

:D Okays, have to go already, if not i'll be late meeting cai they all ><
Bbyes :D

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Songning: Lol, tc too!
Benjamin: Sorry, i lost all links >< :P Anyway Linked! Tc seeyou soon...

Unhappiness

2009-02-26T07:01:00.005+08:00

Well, today it's thursday already. I don't feel well and don't feel like going to school. My back is aching x.x it's getting more and more painful after weeks... I don't know what to blog about today but yesterday we won against Nan Hua and it is the last match for us already and then no more CCA (:. I can finally focus more on studies. We took some photos, i'll upload now :D and

Today Lessons:
0750-0855, Science-Chemistry
0855-0950, Mother Tongue-Chinese
0950-1045, Geography
1045-1115, Recess
1115-1210, Lifeskill
1210-1305, English
1305-1400, Assembly

Okays, I'm late for school already and waiting for my breakfast too... I'll upload and eat at the same time goodbye, i'll post more when I'm back...

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CaLviN: Never mind then Never mind. 30/50 only ==.
JiaDong: Yeah super careless. I will (:

Edits, 27 February. 8:11PM
Pictures is up :D

the other side

2009-02-25T06:14:00.003+08:00

Okays, yesterday didn't wanted to post, because i am lazy! ._. So yeah, dota with Calvin and we got trashed by AI+ Lol~. Ok i have to pack my bag soon for school, actually not much books x.x I have to be in Art class only and then i will go for basketball match already x.x Not really good for me to leave class early every time but since it's the last match already i don't really care. Just one last match and i can focus everything on my studies already, hooray for me! :P okays, it's already 6.20 x.x i have to type faster and then meet Calvin they all in macdonald.

Yesterday lessons, hmm I'm didn't feel sleepy except for Chemistry remedial only but the air condition was damn cold. No choice but to bear with it. Chemistry result, Suck. I can do a lot better than this >< but i didn't, maybe i didn't study much.
Re-cap on the "from the equation : how many moles of blahblah produce how many moles of blah blah" Finally understand a bit what is that :P ._. Next is Maths, Rofl 27/40 only! No!!!! Careless mistake for the Standard Deviation, CRAP it has 11 numbers but i keyed in only 10 in the Calculator, damn it my 4 marks all GONE! Graph stupid mistake for the Upper Quartile and Lower Quartile ): Sad. Therefore my stupid interquartile range also got a big cross there ._. Physics revised for the graphs again and then Mr Chia went on to Chapter 3: Dynamics.

*Newton 3 Laws:

1) Object is always at rest or moving at a constant speed unless an external force is given to it.
2) F=MA
3) For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction ( forces comes in pair )

Lol yeah this is what we must remember by hard, that is what he said ._. after that we went for recess early and got stopped outside, you know why? Mr ho is inside lol. Art, Mr Yeo told me what to research for my art sketches and what to draw about them :D Mother Tongue, new chapter ._. Spelling, forgot how to write one word x.x Social Studies is always the joking lesson Lol. but this won't makes me fall asleep :DD and Miss Yati yesterday re-cap about the usefulness of a source.

1) Reliability of the source.
2) Limitations of the source

Okays i'll post till here, seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa next time! (:

Tired! Stressful!

2009-02-24T06:42:00.003+08:00

hmm, okays i've not been posting for two days. and yeah, sunday i slacked at home all the way. Finished up my physics and then do nothing else already x.x, i don't know why i'm so lazy to do chinese and i can't even think of the points for the argumentative essay. hmm, ok yesterday match with Bukit Panjang Government High (: We lost to them but it's a nice play haha. Everyone did pretty well and yeah good job everyone, lets play like these with nan hua tomorrow! Ok, after that i went back to school for Maths Test and Physics Remedial x.x Maths Test was easy but only question 2 i forgot how to do ROARS! X.x Ok i'll post till here ! i have to get to school already ! (: If i got the time i'll be back posting ! i think we're going to art museum today although mr yeo didn't give me any form but i still have to go (:

Today Lessons:
0750-0855: Science-Chemistry
0855-0950: Mathematics
0950-1045: Science-Physics
1045-1115: Recess
1115-1210: Art~
1210-1305: Mother Tongue
1305-1400: Social Studies

Today Remedials:
1500-1600: Science-Chemistry

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Another day has ended

2009-02-21T23:13:00.002+08:00

Hmm, woke up at 5+. Prepared my stuffs for school in the morning and then used computer for like 15 minutes then i went to Mcdonald to find Yancai and others to eat breakfast early in the morning. Borrowed Yancai's PSP to play because I'm too bored in the morning already! started my English Test paper at 8.06 a.m. did on the question about monitoring their children when they are using the internet. Wrote like 3 and a half pages long only, explained wasn't detailed enough i guess. So yeah, after English is Art workshop. Did our stuffs in the art room and got off at 12 noon. Home-d after these tiring stuffs.

Went to yancai's house at around 1+ then watched Pink Panther 1 at his house while we are playing cards. the show was damn funny and at least i am entertained at his house instead of staying at home doing nothing. Actually i wanted to finish up my physics there but in the end i brought my Physics text and notebook, i forgot about my assessment book. That's so crap man!
So i played the whole day there, dota with calvin and engkong. Ate dinner at yancai's house and then we went home at around 8.

Arghh, I'm so bored and so tired.
I have nothing to do but i feel like playing some games.
I want some rest but i don't feel like resting.
I want some snacks but there wasn't any.
Okays, I'm really bored, I'll post till here...

Finally weekend.

2009-02-20T21:20:00.006+08:00

Okays, finally its the weekend already (: I'm really tired these days. First and for most, sorry Mr Heng. I know i should have bring my things here and shouldn't give any excuses. I'll do my best to everything but sorry i'm tired too... So, yeah i am going to rest for this weekend! So so so so so tired! 我真得好累。。。 Ok today morning, i actually wanted to wake up at 5a.m. to finish up my 報章報道 then study math for awhile to prepare the test for later on. But I woke up at 6.33, because of my laziness i continued sleeping, so yeah didn't do neither did i study but the lucky and bad thing is it is scheduled on Monday which is i couldn't take the test until after 2, I'm having basketball match on Monday. Ok morning assembly Mr chui was speaking about a school in Woodlands, again saying other schools good points. After that first lesson, Chemistry. Noisy as usual but managed to learn more stuffs because Miss Cheong have a lot more chapters to go on! Mother Tongue comes after Chemistry lesson, Miss Chee say a lot of nonsense! Rofl, made us laugh like mad then continue on the chapter, 嵩山少林. Ended in around half an hour then Physics le... Physics, Mr Chia. Continuing the graph on velocity-time and distance-time, understand more about graphs le then after recess is MATHS, everybody playing. NOISY ! Mr Gan teach about Probability about the box and more already, fractions! Getting harder already! I'm off to sleep in awhile already i really needs some rest! Goodnights all!

JiaDong: ==! Bored then go study more, don't play already! It's not the time for you to play!
SongNing: Lol okay takecares too. Loves.
CaLviN: Lol, I'm saying seriously, i want to change it :D
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我不知道我現在認識得你還是以前的你比較開朗也對人好多了，我真的很想知道。你讓我看到的是，你已經變了。好多好多。

chemistry test~

2009-02-19T06:03:00.002+08:00

Hmm, i woke up at 5. so what do i do? of course is studying Chemistry ! It's chemistry test today so i have to work hard on it.. i want to get a good result and it seems like everyone is doing well already and better.. ok my 2nd background is in progress... but still got quite a lot to work on :D. okay i have nothing much to post about already actually, i just put a song into the blog :D Love to be loved by you... i'll be posting after i am back home then. Goodbye all!

Lyrics:

I can’t believe I’m standing here
Been waiting for so many years and
Today I found the Queen to reign my heart
You changed my live so patiently
And turned it into something good and real
I feel just like I felt in all my dreams
There are questions hard to answer
Can’t you see…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved by you

You're looking kind of scared right now
You're waiting for the wedding vows
But I don’t know if my tongue’s able to talk
Your beauty is just blinding me
Like sunbeams on a summer stream and
I gotta close my eyes to protect me
Can you take my hand and lead me
From here please yeah...yeah...

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

I know they gonna say our love's not strong enough to last forever
And I know they gonna say that we’ll give up because of heavy weather
But how can they understand that our love is just heaven sent
We keep on going on and on cause this is where we both belong…

Chorus:
Baby, tell me how can I tell you
That I love you more than life
Show me how can I show you
That I’m blinded by your light
When you touch me I can touch you
To find out the dream is true
I love to be loved, I need yes I need to be loved
I love to be loved by you

Yes I love to be loved by you

I can't slack around!

2009-02-18T06:06:00.008+08:00

Okays, i am awake at this time already.. Meeting Calvin and Yancai in the mac at 7 for breakfast, I'm not done with the homework... I don't know why am i slacking so much when i shouldn't, i feel so lazy about doing it and recently so tired to do my things already. Feel so packed about the schedule.... Never mind i'll rush my homework later in the mac then, rush out these homework, eat my breakfast and rest for awhile then. Okays, today we're having a match against Jurong(: so yeah, everyone please do our best... We've been losing after the match with Kranji... It seems like everyone are tired out by school? Are we? If not please, lets all work hard! hmm, my 2nd blog skin background is almost done already, have to code it in only [: so yeah, its black now, not anywhere bright like this :D. After this blog skin is being put up, if i feel that the current one is nicer i'll change it back :x okays i have to do up some stuffs and pack my things already ! Bye!

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CaLviN: Okays, it's confirmed! Lol, it's a black background!
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I'm tired yet i am still struggling, never giving up will leads to success. Same goes to my love for you(:

Edits: 8.45 P.M.
Okays, i'm back home at around 7+. We lost to Jurong and I know that everyone is getting tired already, we already enjoyed the game already, so yeah let's all work hard for studies now (: . Hmmm, tiring day again, i know that we are O Level students but the schedule is really packed and everyday having lessons and just have the time to finish up homework and sleep again. We don't have much time to revise, its so TIRED. Really getting stressed up by these and anytime will feel like giving up, but i'll not because i want to achieve what i wanted always, what has been in my mind since the day i changed. Change for what i want, what i love and what i need... I really think that we should focus on studies already, we can't play anymore already. Mother Tongue O Level Paper is on 1st of June and is just 103 days apart, do you think it's scary? So start working hard, so now i am going to study for tomorrow chemistry test already. Goodbye! :D

i am really affected by you, hais. you have changed, really changed. I seems to not understand you already... I think i am also irritated by these stuffs, you too? So, I'll really stop this from happening and getting further.
Reaching out for you, yet i got bounced back to where i am. so just stop for the time being...

I'm feeling sad today. ):

happy yet angry ; Contradiction

2009-02-17T17:40:00.003+08:00

Ok i'll explain why i'm happy because i know that my geography will do well :D because i did my best in it and what came out for the questions are those that i studied :D and i'm happy that friends around me are good wahahhahahahas. so yeah this is the only part i'm happy and for the angry part of course is because of some stuffs. why can't we go out of school when our lessons already ended? why did you say that our lesson ends at 3 when the timetable stated 2 . I'm totally pissed off because of this thing and not selling food for us to eat when the school only give us porridge for the recess? one small bowl, when people can't even eat till they full, what if people are having gastric? why so unreasonable? i know the teachers wanted us to experience about how others and the past people suffered without food... but now is the the 21st Century already... History is important the teachers will say, but what about that? People study about that to know more not experiencing these stuffs, then teachers will say again, because of our forefathers. Singapore today then became a successful country! What about it again? Theres a saying in chinese Ying Shui Shi Yuan, i know this but is because our forefathers doesnt want us to experience about what they've gone through right? Am i right? Hmm, the particular teacher doesnt want us to eat but after arguing about the timetable, she got nothing to say. Lol~ and yeah i'm going for a jog first :D I'll be back posting and doing up my homework! Byes!

Edits [ 7.52pm ] :
Okays, i'm back from jogging at about 6.40 i ran 15 minutes for about 4 km or so? I'm not very sure how long was the distance but just know that i'll keep running till the destination :D. Hmm, Since my sister is using the comp outside doing her project i'll not disturb her and i don't think i am eating dinner, having a little stomachache... Tomorrow will be having English Enhanced Common Test, but i don't think i can reach school before the test starts so i have to arrange another time with Miss Ruby to do the test already... Thursday will be having Chemistry and i've been failing my Chemistry Class Test i don't know why i didn't read up my textbook and just keep forgetting about the equations and stuffs, have to work hard on it tomorrow yeah, in order to get my Chemistry test at least an A. Aim High and Work hard, efforts will be paid off. Let's start the study now! I'll get going! Goodbyes :D Take cares all~

i feel so different ;

2009-02-16T19:48:00.007+08:00

well, i'm back from school (:
and yeah, we had a match today but we lost i don't know why. But it seems like everyone is getting tired of basketball already, are we? hmm, today was real tired in the morning after my P.E. , how i wish our timetable for P.E. could change. I don't like to have P.E. infront it will tires me out and used up my energy for the day. I feel so sleepy everyday... but trying my best to stay awake [: I've promised myself i would get myself a good result and therefore i will try my best to fulfill it. Ok i have to go and do my homeworks already [: and study for tomorrow Geography test :D. Bbyes!

hmm, why did ii feel like needing you more? although i really wanted you but i have to keep these things aside first i can't let it affect my studies! I know you are trying your best for studies too. Jiayous!

Edit 11.23p.m.
Okays Reply tags! And i'm gonna sleep soon.

JiaDong: Lol, dumbass :x
HUIY♥N !: Linked [: Thank you :P
CaLviN: Lols yeah, i maybe changing again. make something nicer :D with black background..
germaine.p: Lolol, Linked :D
FELICIA: Lols! Girl Friend seh. kays sad for my team :x Lol..

Yet problems are slowly getting solved ;

2009-02-15T21:32:00.003+08:00

Hmm came back from bel's cg meeting..
Yeah i finally realised this word 'Communication' is so important to everyone.
Communicating with people around you more and you will know how much they care.
Yes i agree i am someone who doesn't communicates a lot with my friends or even parents.
The most important thing is COMMUNICATE with PARENTS. I know some people doesnt like their parents.
These problems has been rising throughout the newer generation kids. Because they often dont communicate!
So why don't they communicate? Here are some reasons maybe what i've experienced...

1) Financial Problems - Some family are having problems like parents complaining about, 'No Money For Books, Sorry'. So, students like us or even younger children are becoming matured in their mind faster already, they will think about their family most of the time and worry about how to solve the 'Money' problem with your family sharing the burden instead of adding on the burden to them. Children/Teenagers will start to eat lesser save more, buy school stuffs yourself without telling your dad or mum . And this will add on to the emotional problem to the kid, and they start to be more emotional(emo) and change from their usual and cheerful self to a matured and (emo) self. People might say, 'CAN APPLY FOR SCHOOL FINANCIAL WHAT!' Yeah so this is usually for those people are living in not better than 4 room flats. Then what about family living in 5 room flat? They have to suffer yeah? You might wonder, why living in 5 room flat still so poor? yeah why? they maybe living with their grandparents and the every month bills are paid by grandparents, and parents have their name as the 2nd name on the owner list. Meaning when grandparents passed away the flat will be passed on to the parents. So, schools doesnt allows students living in 5 room flat to apply for Financial Scheme. & Parents salaries were like only 2k per month, after paying taxes, car bills, handphone bills and some other stuffs they left few hundreds for kids' stuffs, what about EATING? left none for them? But if you are having the only child you may be not having such problems like family with 3 kids.

2) Bias Against a Child - Nowadays kids like to think a lot like 'why daddy only care for meimei(younger sister) and not me' Firstly, you must think that are you the one giving them problems in the first place? Then think back if you weren't giving them problems, why are they bias? Here is the thing, Parents are actually bias towards some child, they favour one of them and give them what they wanted and not you, didnt scold them much and when you did the same thing, you got scolded very badly ... Yeah 85% of the fathers always shows favourism to their baby girl and mothers shows favourism towards baby boy. Why? have you ever heard of 'Daddy's Girl' & 'Mummy's Boy' ? Maybe that is how this phrase came out but why they can't change it? Because its natural to have daddy liking the daughter more, i don't know why? What you can do is, be honest to them. Communicate more to them, but parents too must always help your children through any type of conversation but give them words of affirmation( what i've learnt ). Encouraging children is needed, everyone needed encouragement to push through their obstacles and difficulties they faced. The next thing children need is, 'Reward for Work, Work for Reward'. Rewarding your children with stuffs like they yearned for long when they worked hard they will get motivated to work hard for more rewards yeah? This is what i've learned from Social Studies XD So parents, do what you have to [:

So this 2 is what i can think of i'll chat more about some other problems next time. But remember everyone, communicate more with people around you. Especially your parents, they are your this life parents and forever this life they will be your parents, you don't have a choice neither you can change it. Lack of Communication will result in failure in relationships, friendships or the ship you have with your family! lol :x Okays i'll end here. & i finally blurted out some stuffs that has kept in my heart for quite long. I'm feeling better. Byes :D

settled mind;

2009-02-15T13:18:00.002+08:00

I'm Just Lazy shall be gone forever.
Workhard for O Levels :DD, Hehes..
So yeah made a new blogskin, how was it? Come on, give me comments.. ! Hmm, yesterday went out with Cai, Cal, Bel, Ger for CHC.. Not bad drama they have :P Its funny like hell lol... Went to eat after their service and they actually wanted to slack.
But in the end they went home and i went to cai's house XD Slacked at his house till 11.30 then go home hohoho.
And when i came back actually wanted to make this blogskin, but was too tired. Went to sleep after an hour of computer, woke up early in the morning today to make this blogskin... Okays, whoever wanted me to link just tag on the tagboard, i'll be back in the evening or night. Wanna go out with the same people again, Lol their cg meeting but heard that Jessica gonna fly to Australia for Uni studies soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Congrats to her first [; Ok have to bathe le . Goodbye!

._. my blockquote will be out soon..
then i can reply my tags in my posts :D
Lets reply without it first.

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